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lookin' good, feelin' good.

by Aerin

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intro 00:58
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packing peanuts 02:28
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polystyrene man call him paper mache, cuz he looks like shit troubled empty man livin in a plastic can polystyrene girl like a bottle of spackle, cuz she fills his heart heartless, plastic girl but maybe that’s just the world polystyrene love like a blowup doll, or a rotten corpse hate what you desire not that you ever got it so who am i to say i’m livin in a peanut gallery who am i to say i’m only livin in a dream who am i to say i’m livin in a peanut gallery who am i to say i’m nothin but filler, baby
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arsonist 03:27
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i’ve caught a case to solve and it’s you candles burn my mind, our daydreams of youth journal’s on fire, your unsung tune, from dreams you appear, the prophet’s proof. my heart lightly flutters every time that you move brown sweater, cold weather, silky smooth pagliacci turned romeo, from comets you fall to change my radio startin a fire with nothin to burn, your cigarette stains the walls… so you build em back up, just to burn em all down, you’re lost but not yet found… but I’m lookin… I’m lookin around i’ve found a trail of ash that led me right to your door soot covered walls, it doesn’t smell like you used to see you often to remember the scent, but now I’m left with empty glass did I start the fire or was your cigarette.. the flaming lip that pulled me into the sugary wreck? wait… whatever I cut the wick, dropped the case, but I’m afraid you caught me too. startin a fire with nothin to burn, your cigarette stains the walls… so you build em back up, just to burn em all down, you’re lost but not yet found… but I’m lookin… I’m lookin around my world’s on fire and you lit the match… deny, deny, deny, and don’t call back my world’s on fire and you lit the match… deny, deny, deny, and don’t call back deny, deny, deny, and don’t call back deny, deny, deny, and don’t call back my world’s on fire and you lit the match… deny, deny, deny, and don’t call back
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dreamer's waltz (interlude) 01:55
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wrote you a song that i think you might like just to see if you’d listen to me one more time ghost me, that’s fine, i’m sure i’ll turn out better but at least spell my fuckin name right when you use it worked for two years to get my name engraved, sure as hell didn’t get my parent’s signature on my field trip slip to the queer fairy minefield tho i’d bet my mom’s glad i climbed out just a man back to the point, well that’s always been me the dream sure does change, but how might the dreamer? monica belluci and black moonless coffee iced blonde vanilla lattes don’t feel the same i’m not a romantic though i’d better start trying summer hits harder when the text’s on delivered stuck in a fire but honey, you ain’t light it been burning since long before you came back around
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gyro 03:52
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i haven't changed a bit still fallin for you like a moth to a light i said that one already i haven't changed a bit always bottle my fear in jars, dancing with violent fire i haven't changed a bit still writing the same song a thousand times the target's different i swear i haven't changed a bit let the bottles burst now the jar's ajar and i've said enough this year i'm spinning like gears, gears churnin in a round like gyro, gyro every single one of my fears, fears skewers me in half like gyro, gyro i haven't changed a bit still singing along to your shared songs sinatra through my room i haven't changed a bit said i'd learn a little bit about meditation but the tab became inactive i haven't changed a bit still reading to far into fractaled words is it past or is it future? i haven't changed a bit still fallin for you like a moth to a light i said that one already i'm spinning like gears, gears churnin in a round like gyro, gyro every single one of my fears, fears skewers me in half like gyro, gyro
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am i? 03:28
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am i wrong for that? am i wrong for dreaming and wanting you that bad? am i cruel for this? am i cruel for dreaming of a little more than what we had? am i the one to blame? did i really scare you away, no looking back? was it you, or me? you said it was you, but the man in the mirror won’t stop yelling at me am I lookin good? am I feelin good? am i out of room to change? am I lookin good? am I feelin good? i've changed a bit, but have i changed enough am i doin this right? spent a year or two makin this shit sound alright am i satisfied? if its all or nothing at all, then i’ll stay in bed am I lookin good? am I feelin good? am i out of room to change? am I lookin good? am I feelin good? i've changed a bit, but have i changed enough i'm not waking up i'm not waking up i'll never wake up after a certain amount of time, you become what you hate and boy i'm startin to really grow into what i think is myself so while you're sitting outside, lookin', feelin' alright i'll be fast asleep inside
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outro 00:53
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released July 28, 2023

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